Today, my hubby told me I'm slipping on my blog. LOL
but i'm not! I'm just still in that holding pattern for my weight- and it seems kinda silly for me to keep making videos each week (or even writing posts daily) when nothing is changing! hahahaha
so instead of writing blogs about how I'm basically just counting down the days til the challenge starts - I thought I'd just take a break from writing too. don't worry - when this challenge starts, i'll be back to blogging and back to video-ing!!!!
But.... i guess I'll write about the last 2
painfully slow weeks! :)
we have our team!!! and i can't wait to introduce them to you! we've all been counting down the days until this challenge begins. and the encouragement! oh my gosh. it's like we've all been friends for a long time! we really have this tightly knit group that just loves to love one another. It's so cool that we're able to gel so well, and we are each going through the same struggle! you know, if you're on an individual journey - it's great! you're focused - you're motivated - you're just in that mode! but when you get to be a part of a team, where the whole mindset is that same focus, that same motivation.... it is just so electrifying!!!! it's contagious - and as each person adds to that energy and excitement - the whole team is lifted!
as far as my holding pattern - the successful completion (and WIN) of this challenge will take me so close to my goal weight that I can't afford to lose any weight right now.
let me just re-read that last statement and let it soak in.
mmmmmmm that feels good. I don't think I have been able to say "I can't afford to lose any more weight right now" in.... well, forever. LOL
now i'm not saying I'm skinny! (yet!) hahahaha i'm just saying - i have a specific amount of weight i need to lose for the challenge, and i'm going to be focusing hard on that. and i really think it's going to take all my energy to hit that mark. (and i'm SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!)
so - wait wait wait. it's getting so close. but right now? wait wait wait.
in the meantime, i'm focused on other things. summer is ending, and school is right around the corner. for the first time in 15 years, I'm considering going back to work. (but that is a waiting game too! ugh!) Two other projects that I've been blessed to be working on are edging nearer to their completion - and anticipation is building there. and then, there's just the normal daily grind (which is nice! but.... I WANNA START THE CHALLENGE!!!!!)
but day by day, minute by minute..... the challenge is getting closer.
i can't believe that by November 20, of this year - I will be back to my high school weight.
How do I know? because.... we're gonna win :)
One of my teammates today shared the cutest idea. we all love it and we're each gonna do it as a visual motivation and reminder of how far we've come and how determined we are to finish it!
My daughter and I decorated mine today. The left jar holds all the pounds that are waiting to be conquered. The right jar holds the pounds that have been destroyed and will never ever return :)
i ammmmm READYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
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seriously? how cute are these weight loss jars!?! |
Our team was talking over text today and saying how we should put all our prior weight loss in there - even before our challenges - and I agree! Every single pound of weight that I've lost is in that "Pounds destroyed" jar!!! Cuz i did DESTROY them! Healthy Wage has helped to stay on track and keep going - but even before Healthy Wage - the pounds were coming off! :) Can't wait until all those pretty beads are in the destruction jar hehehehe