Deep fried Starbucks

so - yesterday was the fair.

and i was only supposed to eat the mushrooms.  and i was SO only gonna just eat the mushrooms.

don't doubt me.  i was.

but then my BFFs hubby was tweaking the recipe to make their Deep fried Starbucks even better... so he needed a taste-tester.

guess who was the taste tester.

 i knooooooow.  i'm so selfless!!!!  i'm a giver.  i give.  it's who i am.  LOL

This week was supposed to be my week to relax and take it easy - cuz last week i worked out HARD, ate super-on-track, and lost three pounds.

*moment of silence while i give props to last week's bad mamma jamma-ness*

BOOYAKA!

and i was kinda like - hmmmm should i even write about eating deep fried starbucks??? LOLOL  maybe i should be more hard-core and talking about how i'm calorie counting, and sweating, and you know.... being a bad mamma jamma 24/7.  (shoot! that song is gonna be stuck in my head all day now)

but.  this is supposed to be my REAL life journal of these 11 months.

and this REALLY happened.

so.  life as i know it included deep fried Starbucks yesterday.  and that sugary, chocolatey, coffee-ee-ey, whipped creamy taste test was WORTH EVERY FREAKIN CALORIE. 

so there.   

and i walked 3 miles at the fair.  (parked my car on the other side of creation and didn't take the tram.)  and then came home and walked 3 more miles on the treadmill. 

and i did eat the mushrooms. and heck yeah, they were good.

look.  

i'm not giving up.  i'm still focused as ever.  i'm COMPLETELY gonna win - and not only that - i'm not EVER gaining this weight back.  but i CAN'T live a life where you just cut out things that you'll enjoy cuz they don't fit into a prescribed calorie plan.  that's not life.  that's torture. and believe me - i've done that before.  and i lost a LOT of weight.  and then, i gained it back cuz its just not realistic.

so - i'm sharing my week with you.  all of it.  and like i said yesterday, i'm prepared for any weight gain that i earned this week.  today, I'm home.  no dining out.  no fairs. no treats.  just exercise - smart eating and enjoying the memories that i created this week.

....without a drop of guilt ;)  

 and i kinda like it!